Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Missing Kent



I miss kent everyday that comes. Yes, i do see him everyday and I talk with him everytime but yet miss him. I miss our laughs together and the way he looks at me. A look that melts my heart. Every little thing he does is magic to me. Anything he does and says brings a smile to my heart/ I know its kinda corny but that is the truth. I definitely don't want to be obvious and transparent about this feeling...but everday..i long for him. One time, i decided not to talk to him or text him the least...And just before our lunch break, he was at my office with a sad look on his face, asking me why i was ignoring him. I just looked back at him and said.."so that you would miss me!" I turned my back when i said it. I didn't want to see his reaction. He left. At night before going to sleep he texted me saying.. " I miss you!" Boy, was I so happy. That started our flirting with each other. Text became our only means of communication. yeah even when we are at the office or when we go out with our office mates. At times, we exchange looks that only the two of us knows what. I would smile and he would look away. I do not know if it is just me, or have i seen him oftentimes looking at me like i was some goddess! I sleep at night knowing that I was the last person he thinks of and I wake up with the sound of his voice saying my name. It feels like an angel sang such a wonderful hymn waking me up for yet another beautiful day. There was yet one time when I went to the office wearing his favorite color. He looked at me, and asked permission that he needs to go home for a while. When he came back, we were wearing the same color of shirt. Yeah, he did that. I blushed and I do not know if someone noticed. I know not what his intentions are or what he was trying to imply. We flirt, yes. But other than that..nada! He never tells me what he feels. He never even asks me out or anything. I really don't know what is between us. Although that I am happy, I am still confused. Yet, when I am with him, all my doubts and confusion seems to fly to the farthest star.

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