Thursday, July 31, 2008

Kent,

There are a thousand things that I wanna tell you and ask you but something is definitely stopping me. I tried so hard to keep this feeling to myself...Tried so hard but to no avail. Now I see myself staring directly into a big dark deep pit. A step away from free falling.

This shit i am feeling is so damn wrong and I so knew it..and yet I allowed it to happen. I know you are not even worth it. You are just one charmingly cute guy who just isn't worth everything. Through the many talks we had I knew that you are not the one... Yet stupid as I am, I'm definitely at the verge of falling in love with you. I know I can stop this stupid shit... Only if I put my mind into it.. But how can I when I can only think of you...This mind can only speak of you...you and more of you.
If holding on is more painful than letting you go..then I guess I have no other choice but to set you free. Someone better than me is definitely worth your love and special attention.

And yes, I am definitely in love with you.

xoxoxoxoxoxo

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