It was a roller coaster of emotions a couple of days ago... last friday, was so much fun and kilig.It was full of fun, laughter and stolen glances and smiles. We, together with our officemates had our usual meeting last friday and chitchat. Minutes before our meeting while awaiting for eveyone else to assemble, Me, Kent and another officemates were talking about love affairs and stuff. Kent and I were facing each other and our other officemate was in her cubicle that makes her not able to see Kent's facial reactions. The whole time his eyes were on me and that made me very conscious that I couldn't look at him straight in his eyes. Everytime I would, He would wink at me and that made me laugh. Although there is no reason to. And He would smile like he was saying...."gotcha!" And then he would smile like he is so amused with himself or me..When I do catch him smiling I would ask : "what's wrong now? Y that silly smile on your face?" and he would just smile and say" nothing". After a few minutes he texted me and told me: " because of you, i am happy. That's why i am smiling!"

I smiled at the text message and I didnt know that he was still looking at me. and he smiled when I saw him doing so. And he texted back..."Does my staring and my smiling make u uncomfortable?" God was I supposed to say?! hahahaha! was i supposed to say " coz ur making me feel so kilig?!" Damn!

When the time to go home finally came, He offered me ride. I gladly accepted, and he still had that silly smile on his face. A smile that I cannot definitely resist! When I finally got home, I said bye and he just smiled and went away.. After a while I looked back and I saw him looking back at me too!! Gosh, what was that?! I can't stop smiling for the rest of the week end, I cant stop thinking of that last look.

Last sunday,he texted me :
" I wanted to kiss you goodbye last friday. I wanted to come back and do just that"

I replied: " Kaya pala lumingon ka"

He replied: " U saw dat?!"

I said yes. He was laughing and was quite ashamed that I saw him. He can't seem to believe that I saw his antics! hay ....i really dont know what to think of these days!

I am glad though that I have this blog. Something that I could make as my escape from everything.. From this rollercoaster of feelings...