Friday, February 6, 2009

falling in love with you...

It had been the best days of my life and i know that i was falling in love with kent everyday. I miss him for every minute that I am not with him. And since we are officemates we cant do anything but to pretend that nothing's going on between us. Do you realize how hard that is? At times when I visit their office I so wanted to hug him or kiss him or the least touch him but I can't. People may start talking. It is a small company and everyone knows everyone.

Yesterday, I was at their office and I was reading some stuff at my laptop. I was serious about something and I wasn't making him pansin. I knew though that he was staring at me. THen my phone beep and I laughed at the message...it said something like, "Pa kiss!" hehehe. I almost lost control at the text. I knew he was smiling from where he was sitted.

After office we met at our dating place...he kissed me and hugged me tightly when he saw me and said "God, I missed you! I wanted to hug you sa office but u knew I cant!" He was so damn sweet! We talked and laughed and hugged each other like there was no tomorrow. THen he said that he cannot ever let me go.. That should i be the one who gave up on us...He'll really cry and he would really be hurt... But how can I ever leave him when i am loving him everyday and it just keeps growing stronger... But somehow it occurred to me...to stop this craziness. I even cried when I heard the song set you free. If only kent knows how i really feel. So many timed I wanted to say the magic words but I just cant... He havent said it yet...yet he told me that same night.." I am falling so deeply in love with you...If i don't love you I wouldn't be doing this at all."

I am happy that is for sure and I couldn't think of anything more. I am in love... I am happy...






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