I dreaded for valentines cause i thought that it was gonna be a lonely one... That I'd be alone and just at home thingking of Kent and how it would be to spend valentines with him. Me and Kent had plans on the 13th with another officemate. We watched a movie, yah the three of us...My officemate unaware of whatever is going on between me and kent. We actually watched "When I met you". Then we had dinner and spent some time at the bar.
He kept on looking at me and often times i brushed off the looks. I didn't want my officemate to notice anything. When we dropped off my other officemate , we spent the night talking sweet stuff until the wee hours of the morning. Then he greeted me a happy valentines. HE looked lovingly into my eyes and said " Will you be my valentine?" I gladly said yes... He dropped me off at home and picked me up early the next day.
It was a simple and quiet date with only me and him and mother nature! It was sweet and loving... I really had the time of my life. we practically spent 14 hours of valentines together...laughing...loving and holding each other...and telling each other how important the other person is...hay... AND he kept on singing when I met you..hehehe and "You changed my life"
For me...it was the perfect valentine ever!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Those Magic words...
He finally said it. We were together last night..talking and just hanging around. He looked me in the eye and said…”I love you. I am so in love with you.” I was so silent and I didn’t know what to say. Boy was I the happiest person on earth.
“ I may not say i-love-you that often but my actions will speak for itself. I do not want to lose you. Your everything that I wanted. Maybe you are my soul mate. God, wouldn’t have allowed any of this to happen without any reason.Maybe…” He further said.
I was speechless. All I ever did was kiss him. It said it all. I wasn’t able to say anything because I was at a loss for words. I wanted to cry right there and then but how can I when again, his sense of humor kicked in. That’s the one thing that I love about him. There is never a dull moment. I can be my playful self and I can make lambing to him anytime I want.
Definitely I am in love with him and I am falling faster. I know he feels the same way and we just both can’t stop it.
“ I am begging you please do not ever let me go. Should you set me free, I’ll do everything I can to have you back!”
I am missing Kent every single second that he is not with me. I want to spend every waking minute with him. I wanna fall asleep while having him on my side. Kent is everything that I ever hoped for as a boyfriend.
“ I may not say i-love-you that often but my actions will speak for itself. I do not want to lose you. Your everything that I wanted. Maybe you are my soul mate. God, wouldn’t have allowed any of this to happen without any reason.Maybe…” He further said.
I was speechless. All I ever did was kiss him. It said it all. I wasn’t able to say anything because I was at a loss for words. I wanted to cry right there and then but how can I when again, his sense of humor kicked in. That’s the one thing that I love about him. There is never a dull moment. I can be my playful self and I can make lambing to him anytime I want.
Definitely I am in love with him and I am falling faster. I know he feels the same way and we just both can’t stop it.
“ I am begging you please do not ever let me go. Should you set me free, I’ll do everything I can to have you back!”
I am missing Kent every single second that he is not with me. I want to spend every waking minute with him. I wanna fall asleep while having him on my side. Kent is everything that I ever hoped for as a boyfriend.
Friday, February 6, 2009
falling in love with you...
It had been the best days of my life and i know that i was falling in love with kent everyday. I miss him for every minute that I am not with him. And since we are officemates we cant do anything but to pretend that nothing's going on between us. Do you realize how hard that is? At times when I visit their office I so wanted to hug him or kiss him or the least touch him but I can't. People may start talking. It is a small company and everyone knows everyone.
Yesterday, I was at their office and I was reading some stuff at my laptop. I was serious about something and I wasn't making him pansin. I knew though that he was staring at me. THen my phone beep and I laughed at the message...it said something like, "Pa kiss!" hehehe. I almost lost control at the text. I knew he was smiling from where he was sitted.
After office we met at our dating place...he kissed me and hugged me tightly when he saw me and said "God, I missed you! I wanted to hug you sa office but u knew I cant!" He was so damn sweet! We talked and laughed and hugged each other like there was no tomorrow. THen he said that he cannot ever let me go.. That should i be the one who gave up on us...He'll really cry and he would really be hurt... But how can I ever leave him when i am loving him everyday and it just keeps growing stronger... But somehow it occurred to me...to stop this craziness. I even cried when I heard the song set you free. If only kent knows how i really feel. So many timed I wanted to say the magic words but I just cant... He havent said it yet...yet he told me that same night.." I am falling so deeply in love with you...If i don't love you I wouldn't be doing this at all."
I am happy that is for sure and I couldn't think of anything more. I am in love... I am happy...
Yesterday, I was at their office and I was reading some stuff at my laptop. I was serious about something and I wasn't making him pansin. I knew though that he was staring at me. THen my phone beep and I laughed at the message...it said something like, "Pa kiss!" hehehe. I almost lost control at the text. I knew he was smiling from where he was sitted.
After office we met at our dating place...he kissed me and hugged me tightly when he saw me and said "God, I missed you! I wanted to hug you sa office but u knew I cant!" He was so damn sweet! We talked and laughed and hugged each other like there was no tomorrow. THen he said that he cannot ever let me go.. That should i be the one who gave up on us...He'll really cry and he would really be hurt... But how can I ever leave him when i am loving him everyday and it just keeps growing stronger... But somehow it occurred to me...to stop this craziness. I even cried when I heard the song set you free. If only kent knows how i really feel. So many timed I wanted to say the magic words but I just cant... He havent said it yet...yet he told me that same night.." I am falling so deeply in love with you...If i don't love you I wouldn't be doing this at all."
I am happy that is for sure and I couldn't think of anything more. I am in love... I am happy...
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