I am so happy with kent. Everyday is a perfect time.The perfect moment to share love and sweet nothings. I never in this lifetime thought that someone like you could make me happy. I never thought that you were the perfect man that I had been searching for in this lifetime. You surprised me ... You were more than what I had expected of you and my happiness is of a different kind. You got me! With one look and you send my soul soaring to the highest level. You allow me to be myself and you appreciate me for who I really am. You see the good in me and correct me through my mistakes. You changed me... I became a better person because you gave me the chance to share my life with you.
Last week, while we were talking and you were sharing your plans with me. You made my day when you told me that you are looking forward to the fact that I will be your wife someday. That I shall mother your kids...That you shall grow old with me. With that, you made me the happiest person alive. You wanted me to meet your family..the thing that you never did in your past relationships.
I know in you I had found my peace. In you i saw love in a different dimension...in a different light. I shall forever thank God for such a wonderful gift.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
THE REAL DEAL
It's been quite a while since my last blog and since that a lot of things transpired between me and Kent. We are officially a couple na. Yet again, only both of us knows the real score. we cant tell anybody yet...somehow it will come out but we are yet enjoying each other. I cannot deny the fact that I love him so much...so much that it already scares me...pero bahala na...maybe all of this is happening because of a reason...And i just pray and hope that this time, it will finally be kENT and me... He is the one that I had been searching for my whole life and this time for sure it's him that I am praying that he be the one...
Friday, March 6, 2009
falling deeper in love
I am in deep shit...Yes...i am so in love with kent. That for sure I cannot deny anymore. I miss him everytime we are not together. I now know that he feels exactly the same. Kanina, we spent some time together...talking and laughing about silly stuff and my eventual moving out of the office...( I got an offer to work in a bigger company..and who am i to deny myself a better opportunity.) I will surely miss kent but we both know it would be better for us both...for our relationship. He kissed me kanina and after which he said..." i love you so much." while he looked lovingly into my eyes...
Gosh need i say more? I love him and I am dreading the day that I wont have the chance to be with him everyday :(
Gosh need i say more? I love him and I am dreading the day that I wont have the chance to be with him everyday :(
Monday, February 16, 2009
My Perfect Valentine
I dreaded for valentines cause i thought that it was gonna be a lonely one... That I'd be alone and just at home thingking of Kent and how it would be to spend valentines with him. Me and Kent had plans on the 13th with another officemate. We watched a movie, yah the three of us...My officemate unaware of whatever is going on between me and kent. We actually watched "When I met you". Then we had dinner and spent some time at the bar.
He kept on looking at me and often times i brushed off the looks. I didn't want my officemate to notice anything. When we dropped off my other officemate , we spent the night talking sweet stuff until the wee hours of the morning. Then he greeted me a happy valentines. HE looked lovingly into my eyes and said " Will you be my valentine?" I gladly said yes... He dropped me off at home and picked me up early the next day.
It was a simple and quiet date with only me and him and mother nature! It was sweet and loving... I really had the time of my life. we practically spent 14 hours of valentines together...laughing...loving and holding each other...and telling each other how important the other person is...hay... AND he kept on singing when I met you..hehehe and "You changed my life"
For me...it was the perfect valentine ever!
He kept on looking at me and often times i brushed off the looks. I didn't want my officemate to notice anything. When we dropped off my other officemate , we spent the night talking sweet stuff until the wee hours of the morning. Then he greeted me a happy valentines. HE looked lovingly into my eyes and said " Will you be my valentine?" I gladly said yes... He dropped me off at home and picked me up early the next day.
It was a simple and quiet date with only me and him and mother nature! It was sweet and loving... I really had the time of my life. we practically spent 14 hours of valentines together...laughing...loving and holding each other...and telling each other how important the other person is...hay... AND he kept on singing when I met you..hehehe and "You changed my life"
For me...it was the perfect valentine ever!
Monday, February 9, 2009
Those Magic words...
He finally said it. We were together last night..talking and just hanging around. He looked me in the eye and said…”I love you. I am so in love with you.” I was so silent and I didn’t know what to say. Boy was I the happiest person on earth.
“ I may not say i-love-you that often but my actions will speak for itself. I do not want to lose you. Your everything that I wanted. Maybe you are my soul mate. God, wouldn’t have allowed any of this to happen without any reason.Maybe…” He further said.
I was speechless. All I ever did was kiss him. It said it all. I wasn’t able to say anything because I was at a loss for words. I wanted to cry right there and then but how can I when again, his sense of humor kicked in. That’s the one thing that I love about him. There is never a dull moment. I can be my playful self and I can make lambing to him anytime I want.
Definitely I am in love with him and I am falling faster. I know he feels the same way and we just both can’t stop it.
“ I am begging you please do not ever let me go. Should you set me free, I’ll do everything I can to have you back!”
I am missing Kent every single second that he is not with me. I want to spend every waking minute with him. I wanna fall asleep while having him on my side. Kent is everything that I ever hoped for as a boyfriend.
“ I may not say i-love-you that often but my actions will speak for itself. I do not want to lose you. Your everything that I wanted. Maybe you are my soul mate. God, wouldn’t have allowed any of this to happen without any reason.Maybe…” He further said.
I was speechless. All I ever did was kiss him. It said it all. I wasn’t able to say anything because I was at a loss for words. I wanted to cry right there and then but how can I when again, his sense of humor kicked in. That’s the one thing that I love about him. There is never a dull moment. I can be my playful self and I can make lambing to him anytime I want.
Definitely I am in love with him and I am falling faster. I know he feels the same way and we just both can’t stop it.
“ I am begging you please do not ever let me go. Should you set me free, I’ll do everything I can to have you back!”
I am missing Kent every single second that he is not with me. I want to spend every waking minute with him. I wanna fall asleep while having him on my side. Kent is everything that I ever hoped for as a boyfriend.
Friday, February 6, 2009
falling in love with you...
It had been the best days of my life and i know that i was falling in love with kent everyday. I miss him for every minute that I am not with him. And since we are officemates we cant do anything but to pretend that nothing's going on between us. Do you realize how hard that is? At times when I visit their office I so wanted to hug him or kiss him or the least touch him but I can't. People may start talking. It is a small company and everyone knows everyone.
Yesterday, I was at their office and I was reading some stuff at my laptop. I was serious about something and I wasn't making him pansin. I knew though that he was staring at me. THen my phone beep and I laughed at the message...it said something like, "Pa kiss!" hehehe. I almost lost control at the text. I knew he was smiling from where he was sitted.
After office we met at our dating place...he kissed me and hugged me tightly when he saw me and said "God, I missed you! I wanted to hug you sa office but u knew I cant!" He was so damn sweet! We talked and laughed and hugged each other like there was no tomorrow. THen he said that he cannot ever let me go.. That should i be the one who gave up on us...He'll really cry and he would really be hurt... But how can I ever leave him when i am loving him everyday and it just keeps growing stronger... But somehow it occurred to me...to stop this craziness. I even cried when I heard the song set you free. If only kent knows how i really feel. So many timed I wanted to say the magic words but I just cant... He havent said it yet...yet he told me that same night.." I am falling so deeply in love with you...If i don't love you I wouldn't be doing this at all."
I am happy that is for sure and I couldn't think of anything more. I am in love... I am happy...
Yesterday, I was at their office and I was reading some stuff at my laptop. I was serious about something and I wasn't making him pansin. I knew though that he was staring at me. THen my phone beep and I laughed at the message...it said something like, "Pa kiss!" hehehe. I almost lost control at the text. I knew he was smiling from where he was sitted.
After office we met at our dating place...he kissed me and hugged me tightly when he saw me and said "God, I missed you! I wanted to hug you sa office but u knew I cant!" He was so damn sweet! We talked and laughed and hugged each other like there was no tomorrow. THen he said that he cannot ever let me go.. That should i be the one who gave up on us...He'll really cry and he would really be hurt... But how can I ever leave him when i am loving him everyday and it just keeps growing stronger... But somehow it occurred to me...to stop this craziness. I even cried when I heard the song set you free. If only kent knows how i really feel. So many timed I wanted to say the magic words but I just cant... He havent said it yet...yet he told me that same night.." I am falling so deeply in love with you...If i don't love you I wouldn't be doing this at all."
I am happy that is for sure and I couldn't think of anything more. I am in love... I am happy...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Falling in love Without Wanting to...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I wake up the first day of the year with the sweetest smile on my face... I was in love and was in cloud nine or somewhere higher...Nothing could pull me back to earth even to this day...
Like i said in my previous blog. Kent and me had already dated a couple of times ...yet most of it are kept secret. We made sure that nobody sees us at the resto or else we are both dead from all the tuksuhan and rumors in the office. On the day of our office christmas party...i was just at home fixing some gifts that i was supposed to give to my staff when Kent texted me. He asked me where I was and when I told him I was home he said that he was coming over cause he wanted to give me something... And he did. He gave me a necklace and a stuffed toy. How cute...and I gave him my gift for him...he gave me the sweetest christmas kiss.. That was the best gift I had received this christmas.
Also we kept on texting during the long holidays, yah di xado obvious that we miss each other...hehehhe..And he visited me december 30. La lang daw... he simply missed me that day. I was so touched knowing that it was a long travel and it was almost raining...
I had my first date for 2009 with Kent! Yes we did spend January 2 together. We travelled, went to the beach, went malling and practically drooled over each other. We were a couple in love.We never let go of each other's hand and we never let each others sight! It was the perfect date that I ever had in years. I never felt so good and so in love. No one had ever made my insides turn upside down sa sobrang kilig.... We both had the time of our lives. Since then we had dated a coupke of times already. Getting serious? I still dont know. He still has a girlfriend you see... and it scares the hell out of me because i am so getting attached to him.
A couple of days ago, he started getting serious with his text messages. I asked him how was he and his GF and what if he gets caught. He said: "Hnde pwede.I do not want to lose you. let me handle it." Anu! baliktad diba... read it again... it should have been I do not want to lose her... nah there is no typographical error... u read it right! I called him up and he was crying. I do not know for what reason... I think because he was confused. We decided to see each other the next day. We talked about it and he told me that it already came to a point that he dosn't want to lose me in his life. He kept on telling me to be nice to him. To stay nice and one day he will come to his senses because he knew that I was everything that he wanted. I thought he was ok already and later this week he admitted to me that he was not ok and that he had been crying for days. He told me that he wanted to see me so bad. But he can't. The rain poured hard that day. He said he was ok already and that he had come to his senses. " Just stay close and nice to me..."
After all that has happened we never mentioned the L-word. So many times that I was at the verge of saying it...But something pulls me back telling me not to. Ewan ko ba... I am so afraid to share to him exactly how I feel. I just want him to do the talking first...Only then, will I tell him my real feelings. I love him already beyond words can ever describe. He is the best thing that I have in my life. I am so afraid because it may turn out differently. That what I would perceive will happen will never happen. It will still be a long battle ahead of us.
Till then... Love is in the air!!!!
I wake up the first day of the year with the sweetest smile on my face... I was in love and was in cloud nine or somewhere higher...Nothing could pull me back to earth even to this day...
Like i said in my previous blog. Kent and me had already dated a couple of times ...yet most of it are kept secret. We made sure that nobody sees us at the resto or else we are both dead from all the tuksuhan and rumors in the office. On the day of our office christmas party...i was just at home fixing some gifts that i was supposed to give to my staff when Kent texted me. He asked me where I was and when I told him I was home he said that he was coming over cause he wanted to give me something... And he did. He gave me a necklace and a stuffed toy. How cute...and I gave him my gift for him...he gave me the sweetest christmas kiss.. That was the best gift I had received this christmas.
Also we kept on texting during the long holidays, yah di xado obvious that we miss each other...hehehhe..And he visited me december 30. La lang daw... he simply missed me that day. I was so touched knowing that it was a long travel and it was almost raining...
I had my first date for 2009 with Kent! Yes we did spend January 2 together. We travelled, went to the beach, went malling and practically drooled over each other. We were a couple in love.We never let go of each other's hand and we never let each others sight! It was the perfect date that I ever had in years. I never felt so good and so in love. No one had ever made my insides turn upside down sa sobrang kilig.... We both had the time of our lives. Since then we had dated a coupke of times already. Getting serious? I still dont know. He still has a girlfriend you see... and it scares the hell out of me because i am so getting attached to him.
A couple of days ago, he started getting serious with his text messages. I asked him how was he and his GF and what if he gets caught. He said: "Hnde pwede.I do not want to lose you. let me handle it." Anu! baliktad diba... read it again... it should have been I do not want to lose her... nah there is no typographical error... u read it right! I called him up and he was crying. I do not know for what reason... I think because he was confused. We decided to see each other the next day. We talked about it and he told me that it already came to a point that he dosn't want to lose me in his life. He kept on telling me to be nice to him. To stay nice and one day he will come to his senses because he knew that I was everything that he wanted. I thought he was ok already and later this week he admitted to me that he was not ok and that he had been crying for days. He told me that he wanted to see me so bad. But he can't. The rain poured hard that day. He said he was ok already and that he had come to his senses. " Just stay close and nice to me..."
After all that has happened we never mentioned the L-word. So many times that I was at the verge of saying it...But something pulls me back telling me not to. Ewan ko ba... I am so afraid to share to him exactly how I feel. I just want him to do the talking first...Only then, will I tell him my real feelings. I love him already beyond words can ever describe. He is the best thing that I have in my life. I am so afraid because it may turn out differently. That what I would perceive will happen will never happen. It will still be a long battle ahead of us.
Till then... Love is in the air!!!!
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